| GOODBYE 2005
wut a year. i think i changed A LOOTT this year. i went frm
like going out party grl to a chill mode type person. which isnt
necessarily a bad thing..cuz i calmed it down alot. soo heres a
basic over view in big events/changes of 2005...
FRiENDS
2005 started off really good with a suprise birthday celebration for my
16th birthday at ivys house. (THANKS SCHAWWBURT! ) it was
fun as hell. alot of my prends were there.. frm my wonderful
x10sun fam, sunday crew, freshmen orientation, and lame t's.... sooo
fun =D had a biiiig cake fight =( haha ew soo ssticky butttt fun in the
end. summer was also alot of fun with my friends evn tho i
started off most of the summer in the PI. damnit i felt like i
missed soo much. haha oOo and thank God for 6flags season passes!
woooo those were of great usage. butttt then again towards the
end of the year.. i started to pull away from the whole big "asian
scene" and big groups of ppl. i learned that no matter how close
you thnk you are with someone, you never truly know if its the same
when youre not around. ALOT of shit talking went on this
year. which made me somewhat happy to be a hermit and get away frm it all. people i thought were my "homies" strayt up lied to
my face n talked shit behind my back. i kno evryone probably has
talked shit in their life and i admit i have too BUT when it goes on
for a long time.. and your jus basically being fake as hell. its
jus too much. if you dont like someone, dont act like you do! id
rather have someone bitch me out n tell me strayt up tha tthey dont
like me or htey have a problem with me, than have them be fake and nice
to my face.. but then theyre telling other ppl how much they DONT like
me. THE CASE OF THE FAKE PEOPLE...but
im not gonna be bitter and say "fuk the world," cuz all the lies
and fakeness helped me see who the real homies are. and to those
people.. i thank you. you guys have been soo good to me and i love you
for it. no need to put on blast who these people are cuz they
should kno if theyre guilty of the shit talking or not. i  my TRUE prends.
"RELATiONSHiPS"
wellllllll this year has been an interesting one. i think i had
23949034 little crushes throughout the year. hahahha met some
guys that ill never forget, tried to get over some guys that i will
never forget, met ppl that i wanted to forget. hahaha oOO man.
wut a funny year. alot more chill in the 'relationship'
category. lol. did some stupid things but hey.. wut can ya
dooo haha and finallyyy this year.. something special
began. after thinking that i was gonna be a nun and single
foreverrrrr... TADA! here comes =o8.o1.o5= hahha i dont evn kno wut to say about this. so far it has been theeee biggest emotional rollercoaster ever. buttt... i must admit that it has been such a blessing
i honestly dont kno wut the fuk i'd be doing right now if this
wonderful day came along. " nobodys gonna love me bettter " says it the
best. soo thankful for this addition to my life which made my
2oo5 complete. daah i loove it... wat can i say... i fell =)
- looooove..never knew wut i was missin.. but i knew once we started kissin...i fouunnddd love -
to be continued.... hw time for now =\
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| PROM 2005 // ATE'S BABY SHOWER
daah soo much more to come.. haha 
to be continuedddd......... im too lazy right now
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